m0dderman

Good times y'all

2008-06-19T15:30:27Z

i passed the year, my friends are the most awesome people in the world and the girl i've been complaining about in the last few posts has been ruthlessly ditched now. life is good.

but in all honesty, i actually made this post to tell all my friends how incredibly fond of them i am. i can laugh with them, cry with them, harass someone with them, i can practically share my life with them. they are there for me when i'm down, and they leave me alone when i ask them to. they forgive the mistakes i sometimes make, and give me advice on problems i have, and support me in choices they don't even always agree with themselves. i can talk to them about things that sometimes don't even interest them(unless, sometimes, i go on way to long 8D) and they give me the occasional well-placed foot in my ass to get me going. they are fun to be with and awesome to have fun with, and nice to talk to. these are my friends, and i wouldn't trade them for anything.

unfortunately, between the good things, the end of the year is here and for some people this means they're leaving. one of my best friends in school probably didn't make the year and is going to another school starting next year, some of my friends i haven't seen or at least, haven't seen that much since they finished school somewhere a month ago, and my girfriend is moving to an entirely different part of the country. i really, really hope i'll be able to stay in touch with all of these people since, well, they've pretty much helped me become what i am now and that is, amongst other things, happier. happier than i've ever been.

i really, really love you all. dear friends of mine ;-;b even those who might not read this ._.

m0dderman @ 2008-04-27T00:01:00

2008-04-26T22:02:15Z

...AND NOW I'M 17 FUCK YEAH THE AGE THAT ACTUALLY BRINGS YOU NOTHING NEW!

...so now i have to sleep. on my birthday. hmm.

m0dderman @ 2008-03-05T22:00:00

2008-03-05T21:13:07Z

lol somehow i only seem to use this thing when i'm feeling down and i'm trying to say something but always fail horribly at that. :') so, inbetween my grades slowly getting better, me actually doing something for school, my girlfriend finally being away from her hideous mom, I'm ronery ;-; luckily i have something to look forward to next month, which is watching star wars (always good) with completely insane friends (even better) and making retarded comments about star wars (which will be glorious). yes this is a useless entry to revive my lj (yet again) which i hardly ever use which you can probably tell by the layout alone. something needs to be done here 8| unfortunately, i suck with computers and i'll probably never come up with a nice layout. ah well D:

oh and lhoeks, stay the fuck away from my LJ from now on or I will run you over with a mini cooper filled with fatman.

m0dderman @ 2008-01-04T14:15:00

2008-01-04T13:16:50Z

happy new year everyone~

lol i'm terribly late but i had this awesome time at curry's place so yeah. had to catch up a lot of entries and i don't really feel like commenting, sorry ^^ there were some awesome new-years resolutions there and i really hope everyone will achieve them ^^

have fun this year, everyone~

m0dderman @ 2007-11-23T23:15:00

2007-11-23T22:17:51Z

i feel like shit. i just don't know why or how ;-; i think i need to see my friends again. D: i miss the good old gurren-lagann days, too, all the insane msn convo's and eagerly awaiting a new episode every weekend and the epicness oh god, and of course PINKFAGS <3

damnit, imma go watch moyashimon now, try to find people to fangirl over THAT. D:

Delicious Rant~

2007-11-11T21:10:07Z

I'm sick of the fact that he's hardly ever home, I'm sick of the fact that he lets his girlfriend go before his family and friends, I'm sick of it that he breaks promises with no apparent remorse just to be with his girlfriend, I'm sick of it that he ignores his responsibilities for us and lets us drown in the work he should actually do.

but I'm getting furious because when I talk to him about it, he behaves like it's no big deal. I'm getting even more infuriated when he tries to boss us around for work he should actually be doing. but I'm getting absolutely BATSHIT INSANE when he tries to shove it of his 'love' by saying that I should know how it feels.

thank you dad, for caring more about my friends and your girlfriend than your own children.

m0dderman @ 2007-10-29T21:50:00

2007-10-29T20:52:29Z

GIRLFRIEND GET

...in before 'HAHAHA' 'YOU?!?' 'NO WAY' etc. etc.

...and there isn't much to update on any further. xD

m0dderman @ 2007-10-16T22:11:00

2007-10-16T20:12:32Z

Tagged by Lhoeksie~

Comment and I'll...
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

ID

m0dderman @ 2007-10-13T22:57:00

2007-10-13T21:02:44Z

Oh lawd.

I just realized that my last post was like, THE 21ST OF MAY?!?!

...and That i have the gayest, faggotry-est, most awesomely stupid layout EVER and i'm to lazy to change it/ask someone to make one for me.

...ánd that i still use the same usericon.

...AND that i have this journal for like...a year now, and i have like, 7 posts.

...and that i only post when something actually HAPPENS.

So this just proves once more I HAVE NO LIFE WHATSOEVER.

Oh lawd, i need to work on this.

m0dderman @ 2007-04-12T20:13:00

2007-04-12T18:30:26Z

Guess it's time for an update now 8D

SO OKAY. The RAW for FMA chapter 70 came out today. I didn't read it yet, I prefer to wait for the translation. But I DO know that this would be the chapter where the identity of Pride, the final unrevealed homonculus, would be revealed. So I meticulously tried to avoid every fandom, every lj-post on the Hagaren_manga Community, but I thought it would do no harm to check the site of the scanlators themselves. So I checked the comments on the post. AND LO & BEHOLD; There was some idiot not paying attention that he could be spoiling a whole lot of people AND THAT PERSON JUST STATED WHO PRIDE WAS RIGHT THERE.

...Okay, this probably sounds stupid, me getting a little pissed at this, i mean, it's just a story, but still. That person needs to die. x__X I was Really looking forward to another classic Arakawa-WTF-THIS-IS-SO-RIDICULOUS-THAT-ITS-PURE-WIN-moment, which FMA happens to have a lot 8D, well, no matter, there seem to be at least 3 of those moments in every chapter *__*

Also, My grades for my last test week came in. I really tried to do better for this test week, but all grades I got back are all a 5 out of 10. Except Greek and Economics. They're both around a 3 out of 10 X__X I'M SO SCREWED.

...So I guess I'm going to have to do my fucking best for my last test week or I might not make the year and my parents are going to kill me. BUT THERE IS NO WAY THAT SCHOOL IS GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF ANIMECON. So don't you worry, I'll still be bothering you guys there <3 8D

And I think I'll be making a Guitar-demo soon. Just to see how recording works, and all that jazz, you know. I have a lot of ideas for songs/parts of songs and stuff and I really need to save them somewhere and Guitar Pro, my nifty tabs-making program just doesn't work fast enough D:

m0dderman @ 2007-03-01T22:15:00

2007-03-01T21:51:15Z

hanblokjen the allmighty bestowed upon me the letter T, soooo:

-Reply and I'll give you a letter. Find five songs that start with that letter and post them to your journal.-

oh, and no, i won't do T as in The. that would be cheating D:

01. Pink Floyd - The Thin Ice - BECAUSE PINK FLOYD HAS TO BE IN HERE.

02. Pink Floyd - Time - okay, this is just pathetic, i just CAN'T seem to think of any other songs but Pink Floyd songs >__<

03. FF AC - Tatakau Monotachi - okay, just because this is a soundtrack doesn't mean i can't put it in here 8D

04. Dir en grey - Twentyfour Cylinders - jes, i'm cheating with the 24. so what?

05. Nobuo uematsu - To Zanarkand - again, soundtrack. so what 8D?

okay, so asketh and i shall giveth thee a letter~

m0dderman @ 2007-02-01T19:49:00

2007-02-01T19:04:32Z

no, i'm not dead. i'm just really bad at updating this thing >__<

sooooo anyway. next week i'm going to straatsburg(wth is the english word for that friggin place?) for some school project. yes, we're actually going to do something there yes, we're going to visit the parliament building or something. and meet other people from different schools in different countries. so, i'll be gone for three days. and in between i need to hand in 3 projects, all of which i don't have time for/have lost some very important things for. oh yes, i'm a master planner 8D

and it's official now. ms. Vermue, our Maatschappijleer(again, english word plz D:?) teacher, is a neurotic bitch D:, excuse me for the language but it's just true. i swear, a few more classes with her and it'll be a Vermue vs. class war D:

i need a holiday. on second thought, no. that'll only mean my now-constantly-fighting/bad-divorce-joke-making parents will get more screentime. T__T

m0dderman @ 2007-01-01T22:21:00

2007-01-01T21:27:03Z

thought it was time for a new entry, and because i haven't said it here yet:

HAPPY NEW YEAR, FOLKS~!

m0dderman @ 2006-12-14T20:20:00

2006-12-14T19:28:18Z

damnit, i haven't even told her jet, and some stupid stalker-girl is already saying that i shouldn't be so secretive about it, and tells Lhoeksie, who has been a great help these past few days 8D, that he should fuck off and i don't need anyone. and THEN SHE FUCKING SAYS THAT LOEKS SHOULD MIND HIS OWN BUISNESS. oh, look who's talking, GODDAMNIT >__

m0dderman @ 2006-12-13T21:59:00

2006-12-13T20:59:27Z

okay, i'm taking the divorce thing a lot more gravely than jesterday, at the moment. jesterday i was still like "okay, my parents are going to divorce. nice knowing that. now, can i have my food?" (seriously, it really went something like that xD) but this morning, when i went to school, i...well, i dunno what happened but somehow i was all like OMGWTF DIVORCE YO. and once at school, i didn't have the guts to tell anyone besides my best friend, but my best friend was fucking sick. so, i haven't told anyone yet besides you guys on LJ and some people in my msn, because i'm to fucking afraid to look like some attention-whore-emo-guy. luckily, lhoeksie helped me with that, and a few others. so, i really want to thank all you people who reacted on my LJ/msn whatever. thank you very much ^^

besides that, i'm fine. just thought i'd let you know and i wanted to put something about this on my LJ. ^^

m0dderman @ 2006-12-12T19:39:00

2006-12-12T18:39:03Z

damnit, i'm still half sick. and school is killing me. every class i have after the 4th period, i just can't seem to pay any attention to the teacher at all.
oh, and one of my mp3 player's earplugs died on me. and i have stereo sound. result: a lot of songs are just MISSING FUCKING SOUNDS. the whole Red...[em] intro is, gone, GONE I TELL THEE ;__;! thank god i still have my computer with worki-oh, make that semi-working speakers.

that, and my parents randomly announced over dinner that they are going to divorce. hurrah 8D

sicknessssssss...

2006-12-06T19:07:04Z

okay, so...i'm sick. home. being bored. got nothing else to do. so i write this entry xD

so yay, saint nicholas, some dutch holiday with an old guy named sinterklaas, from whom the santa claus was shamelessly ripped from, was yesterday. and all the people around me got stuff they all liked. and i? i got a set of strings for my guitar and 2 plectrums. damn father who was to lazy to look at my wishlist D<

in other news, i picked up the Aniway yesterday too. and wouldn't you know it, in the abunai con-report article, me and loeksie were in a picture! and not stowed away somewhere in the back, no, in the front of the picture!...to bad we're not facing the camera and you can only see our backs XD

oh, and i've decided to go to Animecon 2007 after all. first i thought it was to expensive, but if i start saving now, i can get there~, besides, i really need to see everyone again 'cause I MISS YOU GUYS ;__;...so, that's out too. xD

m0dderman @ 2006-11-24T17:44:00

2006-11-24T16:44:35Z

So...VERY long time no update. xD Is my life really so incredibly boring that I even got nothing to write about? T__T

Ahwell, so, last saturday I had another BAGGER-meeting, which was originally meant to watch anime, but actually the only movie we all sat down for and watched was The Cat Returns, but than again, that movie's AWESOME. For the rest, we just talked about...well uhm, a lot. One of the incredibly crack-pot ideas that I came up with, together with Paperjetpilot, is that we'll be making a totally awesome, super-cracked Webcomic for BAGGER. As I particularly liked this idea, i started drawing right away, with of course the following as the result:

http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f216/robinsprang/robijntje.jpg
For some random axelness, a sora on crack and the infamous ed elric statue~

http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f216/robinsprang/robijntje2.jpg
For some characters of the webcomic, together with some random FMA stickmans

http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f216/robinsprang/robin.jpg
For 5 of the crack-persons in the webcomic 8D

In other news, tomorrow we've got this reunion on our school for people who have graduated from our school since we started. Now, our school is currently 151(I think?) years old, So I don't expect anyone from the first few years or so to come(lol, Walking dead xD), but there are coming some pretty old people, and I've been assigned, together with a few others, to take interviews of all the guests. Wh00t yeah, interviewing old people for the absolute win 8D

m0dderman @ 2006-10-24T21:05:00

2006-10-24T21:10:56Z

Only two days and 17 hours to go till abunai. And I fucking can't wait. Heck, I'm so excited that I can't concentrate on anything else. Result? I'm bored to hell, 'cos there doesn't seem to be much else I can do now but hop around being hyper. Ahwell, then I'll just start reading LoTR again. After seeing the movies at my friends house, I really felt like reading the books again. But I probably won't be able to concentrate on them either >__< XD

So....for the rest, not much has actually happened. I'm home alone, 'cos my parents are on holiday, I'm abunai hyper, I've slept at a friends house and I got a very cool new pair of pants. thats all...

m0dderman @ 2006-10-20T17:51:00

2006-10-20T17:53:41Z

mwhahaha, finally, VACATION. home alone for a whole WEEK. so, any ideas what i can do that whole week? i can't invite anyone over, stupid parents and neighbour-watchdogs. -__-

in other news, only 7 days to go for Abunai!. and i'm staying rather calm under it, compared to my normal hyperness. what's happening to meeeeeeeeh? T_T

m0dderman @ 2006-10-12T18:14:00

2006-10-12T18:17:57Z

Sheez, my life really is to boring to write about. XD

So, it's update time again......but I don't have much to update about, except the usual school sucks stuff you know blablah, and of course, that with each passing day, I get more and more hyper about Abunai. ZOMG ONLY 15 DAYS TO GO.

oh well, then lets just go back to opening word and write random parts of fanfics or own stories and delete them afterwards because I don't like the-wait, no. gotta go to guitarlessons now XD

m0dderman @ 2006-09-23T20:29:00

2006-09-23T18:49:48Z

so. entry. about time XD

WARNING: following part contains a rant about the crappy FMA vol. 9 translation. if you don't want to read, skip the next paragraph.

i felt like ranting about the complete CRAP-translation of FMA 9. up till yesterday, i really only read descriptions and a few pictures about what was wrong with it, but i bought the actual volume yesterday, and yes, the translation sucks. really. call this nagging 'cos the mistakes aren't like missing pages or something, but there are some things in there which just shouldn't BE there at all, 'cos that's what's the editor's for. but it's like the translator only got to see the text he had to translate and the editor was drunk while editing. the most strange things are the sudden namechanges from 1 volume to another. suddenly, Riza = Liza, Jean = Jan, Ling = Lin, Fu = Foo, and Ranfan = Lanfan. all in all, the new names are all acceptable translations of what was written in japanese. the only thing wrong, is that they suddenly changed the spelling after EIGHT goddamn volumes. probably the stupidest name-mess-up is Ling's name. it was Ling in vol. 8, and now its Lin. on it's own, it's acceptable. if it wouldn't be for that nametag he carries around when he's in prison. it's drawn, as the Mangaka's original intention, with the name spelled as 'Ling Yao.' and on the SAME F*CKING page, they translate it as Lin in a speech bubble. now, name-messing, although annoying, is not something to make such a fuss about. but when they start switching around speech bubbles, all of a sudden change titles of characters or even make the stupid error to make a character call another person with his OWN name (in this case Ed calling Al Ed), that's just outright someone not doing his work right. as i said, this may be nagging a bit, but i find it annoying.

*END OF RANT*

so, on to the less-ranty-part of my entry. not that there is much to tell, and it's weekend which usually means all i do is sit around on my lazy arse behind the computer doing nothing. really, i wish i had something to do to kill time so i wouldn't CONSTANTLY BE THINKING ABOUT ABUNAI. the anticipation is just DRIVING ME INSANE! rargh. XD

ABUNAI!

2006-09-15T19:24:26Z

YAYITSWEEKEND, which means I have time to do things again without constantly thinking about school. But now I'm constantly thinking about Abunai. With every passing day, I get more excited about it. And I'm probably going to be more and more excited to the point I get hyper and destroy my own room searching for something to occupy my mind untill Abunai. Things like that always happen XD Ow, and the whole week before abunai, I'm home alone. PARTEEEEH. Yeah. Party to prepare for abunai XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SCHOOL = 3v0l

2006-09-08T20:31:32Z

GAH, so school started again on wednesday. Oh, how I hate school. The only GOOD thing was that thursday and today we...well...weren't really doing things that you normally do during class, 'Cos we got information about what Alcohol and unsafe sex can do to you. Yes, like we haven't got that same thing like a 1982749284 times before. we learned a lot of....'interesting' things. like how to put a condom on your willy. IN THE GODDAMN DARK. OH, I'VE ALLWAYS WANTED TO KNOW HOW TO DO THAT.[/sarcasm]
Though, today we had a cabaret show. Which was actually quite funny. Very black, but funny. XD

For the rest, there's not much to laugh about my school. of the 4 really good friends i had in class, 1 moved away and 2 are now a class lower than me. that leaves 1, which is currently going mad. O wait. He already was.

so now i'm uberhappy, 'cos weekend started again. THANK GOD.

And tomorrow I have a meeting with some fellow members of a club. *COUGHYAKUZACOUGH*

m0dderman @ 2006-08-19T21:10:00

2006-08-19T19:38:40Z

So, long time no post. Reason? I wasn't bored anymore 8D~!...Jes, WASN'T. I AM now, again XD

So, I FINALLY got FMA vol. 8 after 2 weeks of waiting, I got new strings for my guitar, I discovered some funny videos on Youtube, watched a few Mastermovies-video's again(It's dutch. You have to be dutch to understand them XD), thought up some interesting things for my story, started watching Bleach(Which is awesome! If you haven't watched it, WATCH. NOW.), and started over with FMA which isn't going very fast because my sister demands that she watches it with me but she never seems to have time -__-. Ugh.

Oh, and a neighbour of us turned 50, so there was this big party. Unfortunately for him, he didn't like turning 50 AT ALL. So some people in our street all conspired to make some kind of jukebox/disco/elderly-people-cart(How the hell do you call that in English? XD) >D.

And now, I'm bored again. Man, I really need to think of something that can keep me busy for longer than just 1 or 2 hours XD

Oh, and my biological clock is acting strange. My sleepyness always kicks in on the wrong times XD